Wednesday, August 3, 2011


Today, I feel gratitude for:
- S comfotting me last night when I was sad about missing my mom during wedding planning
- Getting the "seal of approval" at premarital counseling
- Incredible generosity of friends and family with all the wedding presents
- Fun plans for today with good girlfriends
- My health

Dear God: if my dream is any indication of how I am REALLY feeling, I am way more stressed than I realized about the wedding. Please remove my fear and help me to do the next right thing, wedding related or not. Thank you for all of the many blessings you have given me - especially, this incredible man that loes me enough to marry me. Help me not to do anything to sabotage myself as the dae gets closer. Please keep an eye on my loved ones, friends and family - and show me how to be of service today, if there's something I am able to do! Amen. P.S. Help me to work on not being late for stuff. Amen again.

1 comment:

  1. Jeannine, there is a golden core of goodness within you that sparkles and attracts people to you. It is the legacy your mother passed to you. Just know that every time you are feeling sad that she isn't physically here to share your wedding plans, your core being recognizes her spiritual participation that bursts with joy over how proud she is of all your accomplishments and struggles that have been successfully overcome. I feel pretty confident that she loves Steven just as much as you do and blesses the day you found each other. Hang in there. You're doing so well.